Neglect.

When i first started this blog, i had so much to say. I feel like I've hit a dry spell in my motivation to write. It's not the fact that note-worth things haven't been happening in my life, but i think My full fledged enjoyment of all of the surface summer days and warm nights have left me less introspective than normal. The next really rainy day, i swear to __(insert name of whoever/whatever you believe in here)___ that I'll write my heart out.

Fuck Teeth.

I’ve taken so much pride in my smile. My teeth are naturally straight, and every dentist until now has told me I have amazingly strong teeth! I’ve never had a cavity and I stay away from candy for this very reason. BUT.BUT! I’ve been super lax on going to the dentist in the past few years. I kept telling myself I was going to go, but I just kinda said fuck it! Recently, I’ve begun to suspect that I might have a cavity…so I f i n a l l y went to the dentist! I have CAVITIES! A LOT OF THEM! They also had to do some crazy deep cleaning, which might have been comparable to child birth, or a paper cut.

IN about 20 minutes, I have to get 2 of 1,000 cavities filled, and I’m terrified. I’ve never had anything drilled OR filled, and I don’t even know what to expect. I’m not afraid of needles, but what if my face never comes “un-numb”!? Shit, fuck teeth.