I wonder.

I've been looking for an old "best friend" for about 4 years now, and I've finally found her. I sent her a message, and hopefully she'll reply. I wonder if she lost touch with me on purpose. I've had the same telephone number for 6 years, and other than living in ATL for a few months, i've resided in the same 8-10 mile radius for the past 5 years, I'm a really easy person to get a hold of, so it really makes me wonder. The last time we talked or saw each other was after another two year episode of "losing touch". Maybe i should stop trying? The thing is, this isn't any ordinary friendship. She's probably one of the closest friends I've ever had, and we could tell each other anything without passing judgement, or feeling uncomfortable. I really hope she gets back to me. Hopefully we'll become close enough again, that i can ask her if i did something that would cause her to de-friend me. Maybe i'm just too real.